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Created on 2005-11-12 23:51:09 (#8782975), last updated 2005-11-13
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Basic Info| Name: | Smile Its Livie |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 10-21 |
| Location: | Orlando, Florida, United States |
BioI know I've said that a couple of times
and I'm always changing my mind
well I guess I am
but there's this burn in my stomach
and there's this pain in my side
and when I kneel at the toilet
and the morning's clean light
pours in through the window
sometimes I pray I don't die
I'm a goddamn hypocrite
but then night rolls around and it all starts making sense
there is no right way or wrong way you just have to live
and so I do what I do and at least I exist
Livia or Livie or Olivia.
I am trying to live my life
& make it as entertaining as possible
we only have one life to live
I am a risk taker
I know this
My life is so complicated
I know this the result of choices I have made
but let me make them
I do not need your pity
or your sympathy
and I sure as hell dont need anyones drama
so just save all the overly dramatic shit to yourself
I do alot of stuff that I probably shouldnt
& worst of all I know that I am doing it for stupid reasons
I hate drinking
really I do
All my friends would probably say they hate me drinking too
I did it alot in the past because I thought there was nothing else to numb problems
Then I met a person exactly like me
Who felt the same way
I hate them
& I love them
I am in love
Love is bliss but even more than that it is complicated
I am also single
I dont open up too people very easily
& if you are one of the few people that I have opened up to
congrats
I love my friends more than anything
they all mean the world to me
Seriously over all the things I hate
I hate people who put down or mess with my friends
I will kill you if you do
I am super bi polor
I have depression
& I numb my pain with music and stupid decsions
Get over it
I have an aim
If you don't know it
ask and I will most likely give it to you
I don't have a myspace
I don't want one
So do not ask me for the link
If you want to know anything else about me ask
& I am a bitch & a cunt
I dont care what you call me
So all the useless name calling
your not doing anything
♥
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